why medic why?

after all my decision is medicine course. its rare, because i rarely wrote about myself. *sigh

balik dari hospital, terfikir nak bertanya..

t : kenapa ambik engine?

s : tak berani nak main dengan nyawa orang.

t : ...*feeling wonder*

here the story. *ehem. 

sekolah rendah, kena tulis-tulis biodata (budak darjah enam normal) mai kat cita-cita, tulislah sat tulis cikgu (macam syok tengok mak ayah jadi cikgu, boleh marah-marah. heh :p) sat tulis doktor (sebab coool, budak-budak besa laa).

when grows up in sbp, hati ni tetap dah, tetap nak jadi doktor. insyaAllah. at least, dalam family ada part ganjil yang ambik sains-sains ni. sebab kakak dah amik math, yang lain agama :D one family, one doctor right? nanti bila apa-apa jadi kat hospital, ada gak orang yang boleh dicapai. *erk

ada satu scene tu, bersama beberapa orang rakan organize a camp for budak second year, manis jugak pengalaman di situ. *heee. perkhemahan di paya terendah ka apa tak ingat. sekeliling kawasan ada tasik, macam di pulau. cantik! ok the story is, one of student got abdomen muscle cramps. sebagai kakak faci yang baik bawak la adik ke bilik, bersama minyak angin untuk di sapu. few minutes later, kena panggil lagi, sebab adik tu bertambah sakit, oh ohh, ok calm. sampai sana perut dia merahhh. ok, sebab minyak panas tu kaler merah. its happened the other girl just put too many oinment on her. you know? if the oinmentt is red in colour, minyak sangat-sangat lah panas. i got this one at home too :'( pity this girl. my reflex action, i asked them if anybody here got extra scarf or small towel (handkerchief). lari-lari masuk toilet, i sweep out the oinment. the girl said she feeling better. im relieved. on that second, i determine to choose this! :')

here there climax! *clapping

after spm, sungguh orang cakap. malang sungguh tak berbau, kena masuk PLKN. but not a worst scenerio ever. sebelum register menangis-menangis tak mau masuk, lepas dua minggu my parent brought one letter from british council. ouh. then, menangis-menangis pulak tak mau keluaq. :'( haha. at least i do had experience in there *feeling proud. then there is my result, alhamdulillah ala kulli hal. He know the best! i never denied that. mula la sibukkan diri mengisi itu dan ini, apply semua yang ada, heee. usaha orang kata.

ouh, before that, tak sure timeline kat mana, but my grandmother got sick. and there is only me yang free. so, i need to stay up at the ward :) great experience there. the highlight is one of the nurse, mistaking me as one of their doctor. petunjuk Allah tu pelbagai right? *or its just me with the common face :( this also happened when my only younger sister admitted at hospital, heheee~ *actually this scene i told excitedly and repeatedly at everyone i meet. facepalm*

and there my upu result came out, of course i didn't apply medic. dah tau tak dapat tak yah apply ye idok.

1. asasi sains bersekutu (allied science) -uia

2. asasi farmasi - uitm mana tak sure

3. dah tak ingat

alhamdulillah semua yang di apply dapat. plus dapat matrik penang. murah rezeki, alhamdulillah so, anak-anak jangan tidoq lepas subuh! ni betul-betul jadi :(

but, my lovely ayah, kelihatan terfikir-fikir dua tiga menjak. im very filial daughter alhamdulillah, mak kata a, a laa, ayah kata b, b laa. so, kelihatannya ayah nak suruh amik medic. anaknya berserah sudah *rasa besalah sebab time spm tak study sungguh-sungguh :( time tu medicine course kat mesir tersangatlah famous. search punya search *ayah yang search ok T_T. thru agent medicmesir paling murah, ni bukan nak promote, but better pergi thru KPT la. more cheaper and less controversy *sigh. 

few people eagerly asked me not to take this course. haha. "doktor ni tak dak life, toksah la amik" tercabar ok, meh kita buktikan. heheh, walaupun ada ketika ku mengakui statement itu *sigh

ok, we goes back to the reality, now im forth year student of Tanta university, Misr. forth?? alhamdulillah ala kulli hal :) im happy with my great life which all from the Greatest Allah, Alhamdulillah :)

2009, old picture of mine and aby. hopefully everything going smoothly, biiznillah.

tension study, biasalah, buat perkara gini sampai satu tahap dia rasa besalah abis masa tak study. :p moh la kita study. doakan yang terbaik, sentiasa! sekian.