kuatkan aku,

lindungi ku dari putus asa,

jika ku harus mati,

pertemukan aku denganMu"

[Muhasabah Cinta- Edcoustic]

Thursday, October 16, 2014

Friday, June 27, 2014

semangat ramadhan

Ramadhan Kareemm. Allahu Akram!

Allahumma ballighna Ramadhan.

Monday, March 17, 2014

First test.

Alhamdulillah, settle few steps forward. Back story, first time was during jpa procedure, thinking back and forth is its the right one. Now, its come again, but the questions really made me realized that actually im ready than I know. But theres still a lot of thing to be done.

For the chosen one, I dont expect more but only the best of you from Allah. Just be you, as you being alone. And what the most important is just doing everything because of Him not me.

As I said, I leave all the worrisome to Him. He knows the best, insyaAllah :)


Saturday, February 1, 2014

this and that

the war was began!
step forward or escape.
everything in your hand now.

each girl have their own dreams for this. and always hope this will be one and only, insyaAllah
nothing to upset :) kekadang anugerah Allah tu tak terjangkau dek akal manusia :')
sometimes what you want isnt always what you get, but in the end what you get is so much better than what you wanted. :)

He always near.
He knows the best, so keep your faith with Him, totally! :)

Monday, January 6, 2014


2014. 22 tahun 2 bulan.

kadang rasa dah cukup besar untuk membuat keputusan. tapi diri masih begini.
at last the choice still 'escapism'

be brave tehah, be positive.

think of yourself before others. say all out whats deep inside.
Allah ada. Allah ada. whatever decision is, whatever happen, Allah always here.

**sungguh, ciptaan Allah tu menenangkan. laut dan haiwan contohnya :)

rindu lauuutt & zooo :(

Saturday, December 28, 2013


A young couple moves into a new neighborhood. The next morning while they are eating breakfast, the young woman sees her neighbor hanging the wash outside. "That laundry is not very clean; she doesn't know how to wash correctly. Perhaps she needs better laundry soap." Her husband looks on, remaining silent. Every time her neighbor hangs her wash to dry, the young woman makes the same comments. A month later, the woman is surprised to see a nice clean wash on the line and says to her husband: "Look, she's finally learned how to wash correctly. I wonder who taught her this? " The husband replies, "I got up early this morning and cleaned our windows." And so it is with life... What we see when watching others depends on the clarity of the window through which we look.

a copy of story. cukup untuk menampar diri.

Friday, December 27, 2013

Little courage.

the thing about courage is that it is something we have to learn and relearn our entire lives.

yeah, thats about courage.

we learn and relearn. mostly by experience and to be more prepare we seek from theories or others stories, advices etc. then interpret by our own definition.

sometimes, when you look back there will be things you regret. thinking as you made the wrong decision.

nope, actually.
You made the right decision.

Whatever decision you make is the only one you could make.
Otherwise you would make a different one.
So what is there a regret?

keep learning people :)

Kak tehah, jodoh Allah yg tentukan
Kdg2 kita rasa dia bkn yg terbaik, tp sbnrnya apa yg Allah aturkan dh terbaik kak
Sbb Allah lagi tau apa yg kita perlu
Percaya dgn keyakinan yg Allah beri kak
InsyaAllah, kalau tu yg terbaik Allah pasti mudahkan
Just tell the heart to keep calm and continue believing in Allah

its not totally about 'jodoh'. its about life.

and its too big.

Tuhan, kuatkan aku, lindungi ku dari putus asa :'(

Wednesday, December 18, 2013


My emotion is cold as syitaak. >_< Sejuukkk. Nak menaip pn beku.

Emotional ni femes nye kat perempuan ye idok? Sudah di standardize kan begitu.

And for sure its quite difficult in communication.

So, for those people,

if the conversation is with feeling or in deep emotional plus innocently thinking and whatsoever, please and please don't leave us with the guilt and hesitation.

Allah ada. Rabbuna yusahhil :)

Sunday, December 15, 2013

build it back.

selagi mana mentari masih bersinar. jangan pernah letih. pesan penulis sanjungan, "kau akan berhasil dalam setiap pelajaran dan kau harus percaya akan berhasil, dan berhasil lah kau. anggap semua pelajaran mudah dan semua akan jadi mudah. jangan takut pada pelajaran apa pun, kerana ketakutan itu sendiri kebodohan awal yang akan membodohkan semua".

-one of faizrodzi's istag caption-

nak sebut pasal pait satgi kontroversi plak. dakpe la, lama dah pun tak sembang. just take the deep meaning from the caption. anyway, to him : good luck in your interesting journey. may Allah ease you in everything and be a great man with a great mind, biiznillah.

and me? lately dah semakin kurang dan kurang berfikir hikmah pengajaran dari setiap apa yang berlaku. malas? takdak masa? serabut? heh..build it back please. clear off your mind~ purify your heart~ do less talking~

teringat pesan seseorang, the moment you felt everything seem so wrong, tengok balik your relationship with Allah.

"Dialah Tuhan yang menurunkan ketenangan dalam hati" [Al Fath:4]

always and always be positive, fatihah.

theres people behind you, your parents, family, friend and most all the time without careless, Allah :)

semua yang jadi ada hikmah, noted that.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

no other choice

back then, first time read this quote, i didn't get at all what its mean. that time i just googling few messages pictures for my friend which sort of sad and need some support.

" You'll never realize how strong you are until you have no other choice but to be strong "

hey myself, do you feel it now?

jangan takutttt, Allah ada :)

learn people learn.

Sunday, November 17, 2013

be happy

life is tough. it's always. everyone has their own stories to tell and their own problems to solve. we could never imagine other people's struggle in their life.

just like the hard stony road that we walked everyday in our university. when you walk this kind of road sometimes you need to slow down a bit and be careful not to slip.

yes, everything will be just fine insyaAllah.. :)


a bird sitting on a tree is never afraid of the branch breaking, because her trust is not on the branch but on it's own wings. always believe in yourself dear myself :)

and keep moving fatihah, Allah always by your side!

Saturday, November 9, 2013


Sometimes you have to stop worrying and just have faith that things will work out. Maybe not how you planned, but just how they're supposed to :)

Friday, November 8, 2013

Thinking about people

Sometimes thinking about others, may harm yourself
Sometimes thinking about others, may give benefits to your life
Sometimes thinking about others, may give a lots of hikmah as a guidance in our life

Just keep yourself positive and simple

People said, kita adalah fikiran kita dan bukan apa yang kita fikirkan tentang kita.


the happiest people don't have the best of everything,
they just make the best of everything,
life simply, speak kindly,
care deeply, love generously.

Sunday, November 3, 2013


Bila apa yang jadi melawan kehendakmu.
Kau jerit.
Kau pekik.
Apa kes?
Beb. Kau pernah dengar perkataan takdir?
Tuhan tahu apa yang lebih baik buat engkau.
Pentas ini penuh pancaroba. Jatuh sekali bukan jatuh selamanya.

Tuhan ada. Tuhan ada.


Tuesday, October 29, 2013

ayah :)

the only man who's my heart always open to 

sanah helwah ayah! semoga rahmat Allah sentiasa bersama ayah :)
keep me motivated! keep me inspired!

Ya Allah, Kau lindungi dan berkati lah dia, peliharalah kesihatan dan tubuh badannya, panjangkan lah umurnya, satu-satunya yang ku cinta! :')

the number is only the number. stay healthy!

better late then never right. its on 27th october actually. 

yep, oktober too, haha. *happpyy alhamdulillah

amin & iman

hibbatullah zahra'ul iman :) welcome sweety!