kuatkan aku,
lindungi ku dari putus asa,
jika ku harus mati,
pertemukan aku denganMu"
[Muhasabah Cinta- Edcoustic]
Saturday, December 28, 2013
remind.
Friday, December 27, 2013
Little courage.
yeah, thats about courage.
we learn and relearn. mostly by experience and to be more prepare we seek from theories or others stories, advices etc. then interpret by our own definition.
sometimes, when you look back there will be things you regret. thinking as you made the wrong decision.
nope, actually.
You made the right decision.
Whatever decision you make is the only one you could make.
Otherwise you would make a different one.
So what is there a regret?
Kak tehah, jodoh Allah yg tentukan
Sbb Allah lagi tau apa yg kita perlu
Percaya dgn keyakinan yg Allah beri kak
InsyaAllah, kalau tu yg terbaik Allah pasti mudahkan
:)
Just tell the heart to keep calm and continue believing in Allah
Heee
and its too big.
Wednesday, December 18, 2013
Syitaaak
My emotion is cold as syitaak. >_< Sejuukkk. Nak menaip pn beku.
Emotional ni femes nye kat perempuan ye idok? Sudah di standardize kan begitu.
And for sure its quite difficult in communication.
So, for those people,
if the conversation is with feeling or in deep emotional plus innocently thinking and whatsoever, please and please don't leave us with the guilt and hesitation.
Allah ada. Rabbuna yusahhil :)
Sunday, December 15, 2013
build it back.
-one of faizrodzi's istag caption-
nak sebut pasal pait satgi kontroversi plak. dakpe la, lama dah pun tak sembang. just take the deep meaning from the caption. anyway, to him : good luck in your interesting journey. may Allah ease you in everything and be a great man with a great mind, biiznillah.
***
and me? lately dah semakin kurang dan kurang berfikir hikmah pengajaran dari setiap apa yang berlaku. malas? takdak masa? serabut? heh..build it back please. clear off your mind~ purify your heart~ do less talking~
teringat pesan seseorang, the moment you felt everything seem so wrong, tengok balik your relationship with Allah.
"Dialah Tuhan yang menurunkan ketenangan dalam hati" [Al Fath:4]
always and always be positive, fatihah.
theres people behind you, your parents, family, friend and most all the time without careless, Allah :)
semua yang jadi ada hikmah, noted that.
Tuesday, December 3, 2013
no other choice
back then, first time read this quote, i didn't get at all what its mean. that time i just googling few messages pictures for my friend which sort of sad and need some support.
" You'll never realize how strong you are until you have no other choice but to be strong "
hey myself, do you feel it now?
jangan takutttt, Allah ada :)
learn people learn.
Sunday, November 17, 2013
be happy
just like the hard stony road that we walked everyday in our university. when you walk this kind of road sometimes you need to slow down a bit and be careful not to slip.
yes, everything will be just fine insyaAllah.. :)
***
a bird sitting on a tree is never afraid of the branch breaking, because her trust is not on the branch but on it's own wings. always believe in yourself dear myself :)
and keep moving fatihah, Allah always by your side!
Saturday, November 9, 2013
Faith
Sometimes you have to stop worrying and just have faith that things will work out. Maybe not how you planned, but just how they're supposed to :)
Friday, November 8, 2013
Thinking about people
Sometimes thinking about others, may harm yourself
Sometimes thinking about others, may give benefits to your life
And
Sometimes thinking about others, may give a lots of hikmah as a guidance in our life
Just keep yourself positive and simple
People said, kita adalah fikiran kita dan bukan apa yang kita fikirkan tentang kita.
***
the happiest people don't have the best of everything,
they just make the best of everything,
life simply, speak kindly,
care deeply, love generously.
Sunday, November 3, 2013
beb.
Kau jerit.
Kau pekik.
Apa kes?
Beb. Kau pernah dengar perkataan takdir?
Tuhan tahu apa yang lebih baik buat engkau.
Pentas ini penuh pancaroba. Jatuh sekali bukan jatuh selamanya.
Beb.
Tuhan ada. Tuhan ada.
-CaliphOfUmmah-
Tuesday, October 29, 2013
ayah :)
keep me motivated! keep me inspired!
Ya Allah, Kau lindungi dan berkati lah dia, peliharalah kesihatan dan tubuh badannya, panjangkan lah umurnya, satu-satunya yang ku cinta! :')
the number is only the number. stay healthy! |
better late then never right. its on 27th october actually.
Tuesday, October 8, 2013
we without something..
Sunday, October 6, 2013
figure it back
Saturday, October 5, 2013
they!
Friday, October 4, 2013
Thursday, October 3, 2013
Oh, im missing home.
selamat hari lahir yg ke 58, mak!♥
semoga Allah sentiasa berkati hidup mak, penat lelah jaga kami 7 orang, sentiasa beri sokongan dan senyuman yg sentiasa di wajah, sentiasa sejukkan hati ni yang selalu serabut. rinduunya padanya ya Allah :')
Ya Allah, Kau lindungi dan berkati lah dia, peliharalah kesihatan dan tubuh badannya, panjangkan lah umurnya, satu-satunya yang ku cinta! :')
Oh, im missing home.
Bangun pagi terkenang suara-suara itu.
Moga Allah pelihara mereka sentiasa! :'(
Wednesday, October 2, 2013
deal with Allah
whatever sin you made, remember one thing about sin.
if they are no big deal to you, then they are big deal to Allah.
and if the sin are big deal to you, they are big problem for you, then they are small problem to Allah
Allah will forgive you easily if you care a lot about your mistake
if you don't ever care about your mistake, then there are very big jugdement because you didn't care.
care from the heart..
Boyfriend & Girlfriend, Stop! It's Wrong | Ustadh Nouman Ali Khan
Tuesday, October 1, 2013
today's subject : manusia
cara tutur kata atau percakapan boleh mengubah makna setiap apa yang ingin di sampaikan. semuanya akan terkait dengan perasaan, perasaan marah, benci, suka, selesa. yeah, we keep growing older either growing better or worse. we need to learn to improve our self. jangan terlampau angkuh dan sombong. *sigh
i just realized, nak deal dengan manusia really need knowledge about them. when you knew you learned something from someone tak kisah la belajar from her/his attitude or anything else AND you should improve yourself. don't just keep bragging said yes, i learned this and that from that. make yourself do something not just saying it.
everything is simple as ever. don't be such a stone which complicate everyone else. ego, yep ego.
***
lately tiada tempat untuk berkongsi pendapat dan pandangan aka lonely. bukan tak da member tapi..seem semua tengah berdepan dengan masalah. facebook, twitter, istagram, tumblr, blog semua ada. di sini lebih privacy. so, akan difokus ke sini, meluahkan apa yang difikirkan buat tatapan diri di masa depan.
teringat someone said, why such people keep updating about hows they feel, whats are they doing on facebook and twitter. constantly and istiqamahly. and someone else said, they are lonely people. heh, so are you going to join them? haha maybe. just keep praying for me for not become such a ignorant people, nauzubillah.
Monday, September 23, 2013
life
baru start engine kan ;) sabar.
p/s : semangat ni kena cari, kutip satu satuu..kalau tak kuat jatuh balik. yang penting usaha.
Thursday, September 19, 2013
maybe everyone have their own reason
when people asked about opinion on something,i just realize i can't think on their behalf anymore
either it is good for them or bad. at last my answer : you knew what is better for you.
not helping at all it isn't?
the feeling is gone, astaghfirullah. it is due to too much of thinking of others?peh, tak pernah berjasa langsung ada lah.
***
lately, isu nak tukar u ke tak. makin orang tanya. and about this issue most people said its depend on that particular individu how you survive, tak kisah time study or time start ho nanti. rezeki di tangan Allah. ada kerja tak ada kerja. boleh cope ke tak time kerja. so keep forward.
and
i thought a lots about 'sembang kemaih', sincerely today. do not know what to be worry but i just keep thinking about it.
people comes and goes. sometimes there are someone that keep us hard to let go. lagi-lagi bila orang tu adalah yang paling 'heart to heart'. sedih tu memang sedih. macam orang selalu cakap, bila dah tak ada baru terasa sayangnya.
maybe..
Allah keep us apart to bond us tight! ;)
Thursday, July 25, 2013
kehidupan
tengoklah dengan mata hati
betapa indahnya mesir
mengajar kita
Wednesday, July 24, 2013
Ada masa kita diamanahkan untuk mentarbiah bukan bermakna kita hebat apatah lagi ia bukanlah satu lesen untuk kita sombong dan ego..kerana kita sedang memikul amanah untuk melatih dan mentarbiah teman-teman agar faham apa itu Islam yang sebenar..
Sampai satu masa kita juga akan ditarbiah..hari lepas kita mentarbiah dan hari ini kita ditarbiah..jangan ada rasa ego untuk malas menerima tarbiah..jangan ada rasa hebat untuk mengelak dari ditarbiah..
sepenggal sudah berlalu..
16 Ramadhan 1434
Friday, July 19, 2013
exam paper
otorhinolaryngology a.k.a ear nose throat (ent)
macam biasa, before exam kita akan dapat format exam tu right?
written paper kami dimaklumkan format tukar, berbeza dengan tahun-tahun sebelum ni.
format yang biasanya ada soalan correlate, investigate, enumerate bla bla bla, operation, management, matching, keypoint in managing cases, differentiate. perkataan yang lebih tepatnya soalan berbentuk DIRECT.
ditukar 100% kepada give an account. 10 questions ONLY, without cases without anak-anak soalan. perkataan yang lebih tepatnya soalan berbentuk INDIRECT, more to general dan scope lebih besar. not too happy sebab kalau termiss bab, memang wajib paper tu kosong sebab dah tak da minyak nak goreng. tapi, bentuk macam ni lebih senang nak agak, soalan apa yang akan keluar, dah nama satu soalan 10 markah, tak kan isi 5 point nak masuk ya idak.
6 days before exam, here goes representative untuk ent bagitahu ada cases. so, 8 give an account + 2 cases.
and on the day of exam.
written question paper arrived, semua melangut. haha. ok format totally different. from soalan berbentuk general tukar kepada soalan direct. format exam 2010 tak salah. short notes, clinical pictures, define & clinical significance, MATCHING between disease-organism-treatment, lastly cases. all this 5 qs with the small questions.
alhamdulillah.
yes, some people blame the department, felt *flipthetable*, kena trollolol, dan sebagainya.
reflect sekejap.
why you did the exam because of the score?you aim high for the mumtaz, but your knowledge going to no where. even, hardworking people ada pelbagai jenis, perbezaan mereka bergantung kepada niat mereka. why not you take the challenge to test what you knew from that knowledge. nak treat patient dah tak boleh nak kelas-kelas jenis patient, kena hadapi semua. i admit with the actual format insyaAllah we can score, biiznillah. biiznillah. biiznillah.
biiznillah, semua itu dengan izin Allah. kun faya kun. Allah Maha Berkuasa dan Maha Mengetahui. boleh jawab ka tak boleh jawab, semua dengan izin Allah. tawakal sepenuh nya kepadaNya. tenangkan hati kembalikan diri kepada Allah. semua ada hikmah.
11th ramadhan. semoga Allah redha.
Sunday, July 14, 2013
mengadu kepada Allah vs mengadu kepada rakan
segelintir manusia berpendirian mengatakan mengadu masalah kepada rakan adalah satu yang sia-sia. dengan alasan, rakan tak dapat nak buat apa-apa, kerana semua masalah itu daripada Allah. Allah itu Maha Mendengar, tak semua rakan mampu mendengar masalah yang akan diceritakan. alasan yang lebih baik iaitu tak nak bebankan masalah rakan yang sedia ada.
saya kurang setuju.
hujah saya :
- yang pertama! (kurang kepercayaan kepada diri ini, sobs)
- 'friend is a God way in taking care of us'. segala keprihatinan mereka dilintaskan oleh Allah untuk menjaga kita.
- sahabat adalah cerminan diri.
- doa seorang hambaNya yang mendoakan hambaNya yang lain, lebih diangkat doa itu, biiznillah. bila mendoakan orang lain, peratusan keseluruhan doa yang yang diangkat lebih tinggi.
- sahabat yang baik akan sentiasa mendoakan kesejahteraan sahabatnya. e.g :
A : tak tau la kenapa asyik sakit perut ja ni?
B : makan la ubat. hang salah makan la tu. (*dalam hati : Ya Allah, kurangkan lah sakit sahabatku ini, permudahkan lah urusannya Ya Allah)
bersahabatlah kerana Allah.
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
booom!
don't be reactive!
please lah, keep calm and be moree husnuzon.
jangan sombong, jangan sombong, jangan sombong.
diri tu sapa ja, nak sombong-sombong. dunia ini sekejap ja, sila bersabar.
don't judge by its cover, kadang-kadang orang yang kita rasa dia jahat, lepas ni dia beribu ganda lebih baik dari kita yang entah apa-apa. orang yang paling slow buat kerja dan banyak menyusahkan orang, dia yang lebih banyak idea dan melaju memudahkan orang.
astaghfirullah al a'zim.
Sunday, July 7, 2013
ouh, malesia.
banyak perkara lagi yang perlu difikirkan.
teruslah bersabar. kerana sabar itu cantik dan indah.
janji Allah itu pasti.
" Dan ikutilah apa yang diwahyukan kepadamu, dan bersabarlah hingga Allah memberi keputusan. Dialah hakim yang terbaik. " [11:109]
teruslah merasai takut. setiap amalan, setiap butir kata dan tindakan tidak diterima Allah, supaya hati terus ikhlas keranaNya.
sabarlah! hanya masa yang berlari meninggalkan, malaysia hanya di situ.
Thursday, July 4, 2013
:(
Wednesday, July 3, 2013
hasbunaAllah wani'mal wakil
tidak sama dengan orang di tahrir yang tengah bergembira dalam live tv di rumah ini
hasbunaAllah wani'mal wakil
selesai pengumuman dari tentera, Mursi overthrown
Inna lillah wa inna ilaihi roji'un.
Malam ini malam yang mengecewakan pendokong-pendokong Islam.
Tuesday, July 2, 2013
why medic why?
Sunday, May 26, 2013
Bila ia kita suka.
Saturday, May 25, 2013
its in your hand!
You made the wrong decision.
Wrong.
You made the right decision.
Life is about decisions.
1. Am i going to have the practical car or the fast car?
2. Shall i go to college or get a job?
3. Will i have green colour or pink colour?
Whatever decision you make is the only one you could make.
Otherwise you would make a different one.
Everything we do we choose.
So what is there to regret?
You are the person you choose to be.
- Paul Arden -
Saturday, March 23, 2013
Jangan remehkan hal- hal kecil :)
Sering kali hal-hal yang dianggap kecil berakibat penyesalan besar bila diremehkan.
Seperti kisah seorang anak kecil berlari dengan tergesa-gesa menuju ibunya lalu berkata, "bu, apa nama lubang yang ada di depan rumah kita?"
ibunya menjawab, "ibu sedang sibuk masak. Pergilah ke ayahmu!"
anak itu pun berlari menuju ke ayahnya dan menanyakan hal serupa, "ayah, apa nama lubang di depan rumah kita?"
ayahnya menjawab, "ayah sedang membaca quran. Pergilah ke kakakmu!"
Kemudian anak itu berlari ke arah kakaknya dan menanyakan hal serupa, " kak, apa nama lubang di depan rumah kita?"
sang kakak menjawab, "namanya sumur." anak kecil itu lalu berkata,
"kak, cepatlah pergi ke lubang itu. Adik kita jatuh ke dalam lubang itu kak."
From new QUANTUM TARBIYAH.